I was in a really dark place

Hi my darlings thank you to all my readers. I’m glad I can be open and honest on here. I appreciate every single one of you.

I suppose you’re all wondering what happened next. I had no idea my son was struggling to breathe. All I knew is that the hospital checked him over when he was born – we were in hospital for 2 weeks. How could anything so big be wrong? It turns out part of the syndrome is having a narrow airway. The stents where 7cm long into Oakley’s nose holding his airways open. I had to use a suction machine to keep them clean. The nurse said they can get blocked very easily by secretions so it was important to keep them clean so he could breathe. I felt like the pressure was on as they were on size 3.5 width which were very small.